Asymptote

Like the young man I once was

I assume the Summer

As rain to sun

Cannot fathom undoing

What I’ve become only

To find my way back

Start Again this time

The Weight of stars past

Nova of my own abandon.

 
© K. James Ribble

Can’t Sleep

Like demiurge-macro
          A silversteen walkoff
Trying to sleep
Too wired for anything but
          THOUGHT  yet
Your warmth still retained within
The sheets of my bed –

 

© K. James Ribble

Vituperation of Faith

 
A forest chill has formed around me
A glaucous and opaque request
Noting that I am viscous all at once
Before falling into disarray
 
This greyness cannot fathom
The relentless purge of color
From a disowned parque of my mind
It Surrounds the clamoring of evil
 
My own devotion resting lost among
The silence of these trees that sing to me
A chorus of redemption that seals its
Way between the rictus of my own liturgy
 
Becoming Lost before an anarchy of faith
That I am remotely softened to the touch
When the sound of your voice recoils my
Heart into an open hall of grace and
 
I cannot breathe any longer – I must
Leave this place leave before I am
Erased standing right in front of you
Seeking to be recovered by my own deliverance.
 
© K. James Ribble

No Doubt

I am an enfilade of sunlight
Cast its last moments of life
Above the horizon, a cast away
Of my own device rendering

A subterfuge of new choices
Against the form of an extraordinary
Chance to wish good among all men
Billowing from the ramparts of dawn.

An accomplice of doubt catches wind
Of his debauchery only to concede
To strong advice that a benefit of living
Does not come without cost.

A tantamount reflection into the times
Of that moment projects back all that I have
Given in a path only to you where
My walk toward you has just begun.

 

© K. James Ribble


“No Doubt” first appeared on this blog in October of 2016. It was since published in Figroot Press Issue Three December 2016, a wonderful collection of poetry, prose, art & photography, found here.  Check it out!  >KJR<

Languish

We were like the wind
We were like the wave
We were like the sky

We have come to this
Languishing in the torpor
Of our technology.

© K. James Ribble

An Apology

There, in the parlor, I knew
This love would not last
If that’s what you could call it
But I did not have the courage
To speak up –

I could’ve said something
Been more attentive to the Voice
Inside me – but I was naïve
And unaware, following rules
Not even I could believe.

Thus the cruel stage was formed
Upon a barren set of lonely
Scenes, a pauper’s place,
A remnant of what could have been

For this I cannot say how
Sorry I am for deceiving you
If there’s any consolation at all
Know that I pay a heavy price
Inside my own despair of loneliness
And the deserted silence of time.

© K. James Ribble

Synonymity


I used to live in LA
Pasadena, Alhambra, Central –
I could walk to Korea Town.
Lived in San Diego too,
Coronado, Ocean Beach, Golden Hill –
The Silver Strand was my beach of choice though
As much as I loved Redondo.
The Strand’s position south of the NAS is an honest line
Geology’s trick appropriated from the Pleistocene Epoch
Lending the landscape like an open sore to be healed
By waters warmed to the beat of a California Sun
Where each wake laps its walking rhythms into virgin sand . . .
It’s as if there was a covenant between them,
Endowing all signs of life with a glaze of gold
Beneath an ocean floor of deep blue love.

© K. James Ribble

Admission

I am open to you.
Seamless.
Like warm pockets of water 
In the ice of Superior,
– and you look at me –
Suspended from access and weight as
I become Admission to this moment:
Like a Capillary of time’s aperture,
Free-falling toward your light, after-glow
Of your own expansion, as your essence
Cartwheels among a thousand dreams
Into waves         of us on
           the shoreline of Emerges 
Onto your own Shoulder of Orion 
Salted water on a fresh abduction
Entrusting the majesty of love 
To the Open sea of us, 
So There are no other gateways – 
Beside the one I walk towards
                            Exit into your breathing,
                            Into your eyes.
© K. James Ribble


mathematical

 

Rushing sideways into my own puzzlement,
The recondite aftertaste of a déjà vu above my head,
I peer, snake-like, into the mathematical equivalent of
Boolean’s theorems, seeking an account to self-inflection.
 
Like a lost record I find the whim of neuron, cannot explain
This impulse view where mind’s a category-five misdemeanor,
The force of it catches fire just alongside my purview of Heaven –
Even as I write the logic and logos of it, never once does it unfold.
 
Familiar frequencies of a past known only to me recur and,
Again, there is my unforsaken love upon a fallow bed of loss
Compiling the desert in all its expanse to the oblivion of
Finding you, my love, the pieces of our love upon a lap of sorrow.
 
Straddled across the you and I of us, finding how incredibly
Lucky I’ve been, still – there is no replacement for that time –
It belongs to us, this immutable moment afforded to you and I:
This is all I ever wanted with you, for you – as I am found
Inside this universe of love unaccounted for – just you and I.
 

© K. James Ribble

Pose

Caught the back of a dream
Overlay of memory, vision-ephemeral

A Dissipation, like fog, the dream
Image revealing its mystery right

Before mind’s eye, gone just before I
Can tell the Truth of what I’ve seen

So I become quiet . . . listening
The vision lasting only milli-seconds

Recalling Enough to know that I’d
Seen the trace of that moments’

Face appearing like the last
Frames of film through a

Projector the flutter of light, a
Flood of memory that was meant

To inform my heart that
You are still within me

Harbored deep inside an unknown
Crest of time, floating before me

Like light that dances in-
Between shadow, soft but untouchable,

Unspoken, out of reach of you
Yet find I am still drenched

Deep within, you are still
Deep within me, only memory remains.

© K. James Ribble